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I can't believe you let this type of work consume your ability to tell right from wrong. You're so severely underpaid, and yet you continue to work, despite there being a very good chance you won't be paid because you simply cannot finish. I've been trying to reason with you. What you did was work, while trying to talk it out with me. All you did was pay lip service. Quite honestly, you don't see what you have to lose from not stopping.

I actually have to get mad at you before you actually stop working, and let me reason things out with you. At which point I'm no longer in the mood nor capacity to reason anymore. Because you're not reasoning.

What sort of obligations are we talking about? You mean you actually have an obligation to the company? Are you bullshitting me? I think you are. You're not even tied to them as a part time worker. So what sort of obligations do you see that I do not? If you tell me you have some sort of obligation to your cousin. I'm afraid she has the obligation to listen to you, and freaking help you when you tell her you simply cannot finish the work even with the help of someone else. Sadly she didn't fulfil that obligation. What makes you think you need to fulfil whatever illusionistic obligation you have to her?

I've been trying to tell you to stop, and all the reasons in the world you should stop, to the point which I can be said to be a mad man. You didn't listen. Do not blame me for getting upset or angry. You had the chance. You didn't take it, you ploughed through your chance and continued to work. I had the thought of telling you, "I'm breaking up with you." to get your damned attention. And remind you, that you have more to lose than to gain. Apparently you don't see it.

You do not see the big picture. That's why you continue. You don't see it. Damage control? Don't screw around with me.