Oh Boogie
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It's disheartening to know that you treat them all the same while you change them as fast as changing a diaper of a baby.
I really can't believe that you would be that way and let our friend be degraded in a way that he certainly does not deserve. Not only that, you would not stand up for yourself. You let someone else do the talking, take the trashing in your stead. Is that who you really are?
For once someone had the eyes to see through the veil of illusion that love set upon, I sincerely hope that the current someone would be able to see too. For that person's own good, welbeing, mental health, and emotional wellness, I genuinely hope that things screw up for you again.
Because you never ever take actions to maintain the course of subject in the manner that you would prefer. You think that the matter at hand is a missile that's designed to simply fire and forget. Sad to say, this missile's computer's not advanced nor equipped to veer itself onto the intended target. You monitor your situation, but you never grab the wheel to steer it in the right direction when the shit hits the fan.
You simply put your hands on the wheel, push the pedal to the metal, and when you crash into the steel guardrails, you simply blame the machine you were operating. Is it fair to the machine when it is only as good as it's driver?
Honestly, no matter how painful it is, you are an epic failure when it comes to resolving conflicts, relationships, and your own problems. You simply pass them off as not your own. You strongly feel that your actions have no influences or consequences what-so-ever. I forgive you because you have never heard of the "butterfly effect".
Yet another flaw, you attempt to ridicule everything, yet not noticing that you will lose the people around you. You think you're a joker. Here's the jackpot, you're the joke. You honestly have no idea, how much, I simply feel like smashing my fist into your face. I don't, because Occam's razer says that it's non essential and unrequired.
When in a corner and surrounded with your back against the wall, you never give up nor give in, you simply think you can still get out when you obviously can't. Grow up. Seriously.