Oh Boogie
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*Cough cough, blow into tissue, clear throat*
I'm pretty much sick. But recovering.
I guess the reason why Singaporeans, if at all, aren't that much interested in politics, is because the political climate here is pretty much stable. Not withstanding the fact that our people are pretty much too hard and dee into their own work, that they rather spend their time with their family or loved ones alone. Unlike in Thailand or Indonesia where the political weather there are now undergoing drastic storms and high seas.
Of course, if anyone, is going to be interested in politics, I personally think is when the attention is needed to focus on politics themselves. To begin with, the P game's a little tough and complicated to follow.
I tried everything I could.
Nothing would.
Something should.
But you would never understand how it feels.
I really can't help but rant, because it's really really on my nerves. Seriously, what's the point of getting me something that has got a fault on one of it's central parts? But it's not your fault that you don't know because it's an internal problem.
But why the FUCK make me wait for so FUCKING LONG, when I already have what I want in mind? NO, FUCKING SERIOUSLY!! All I ever wanted was something that wasn't as good as this machine in term of power. Because it is honestly INFERIOR. But, here's the biggest catch, IT HAS NO FUCKING PROBLEMS.
For some unknown reasons, seeing you, raise my spirits. It's even better than concoctions of serotonin and endorphines. It just feels so natural to be with you.
I believe strongly, that even though we get upset with each other once in a while, we will be together for a long long time. Exactly how long, I don't know. But know this, I have faith in us.
Hoo, I hate Photoshop Elements, I love Photoshop CS3, the full version. It's so much more familiar. I think when I have the time, I want to explore around with PS CS3 more often now. I shall install it on my laptop.
For the rarest of occasions, and probably the first time that someone who knows me, but would be surprised that I didn't tell her. I want more clothes because my wardrobe is pathetic. But problem is, I have so little exposure, I don't know where's a good place to find something that I might like. I hate things that are loud, because it isn't me. Some might find it contradictory. But for my closest friends, they would know that my sarcasm aren't out for blood, they would know how quiet I can get, they would know just the sort of person I am.
Maybe it's time I get out of my comfort zone, no?
It makes me wonder what I've been doing thus far. Whether I've forsaken her for too long. I guess I have. I'm pondering why and how I came to forsake her.
Seeing her like that makes my heart ache. I truly do not want to see her like that again. I can only try as much as possible that's within my capability to not have something like this happen again.
An emperor might not cower in fear and run with his tail between his legs in the advent of a invasion he cannot repel. But, he can turn his back against the world because of a woman. He can fail his country, because of the lost of her.
My mother is truly a remarkable woman. One who is in her own league. I would have never thought that she would possess that calibre of foresight. It is of a magnitude that I cannot mirror. She had seen so far ahead, and put steps to ready those under her care to adapt to the probable circumstances should a crisis arise. Truly remarkable in her own way.
But she is vicious as well. Probably by far the most vicious person I've seen. I have had no idea that she would plot that as well.
However, I must say, that I can be blindsided by either party. I do not exactly have all the details. But, something tells me that I proceed with caution. An amount that would never surmount to too much. She has demonstrated that she is capable of foresight that would probably catch me with a level of surprise that I'm not ready for. Her mind probably works out more possibilities in the same amount of time mine can only achieve barely.
I'm not too keen on the idea of whatever she has brought up. On the other hand, I do not have a say in the situation. At least not yet. Reason being that the matter is still a little touchy for me to intervene. I do not have the entire grasp of the situation. As far as I know, I might not be the only one who knows the problem that belies our family. It is also highly possible that she has manipulated the next most capable person in our family and have had him keep 'mum' about the word that she has conveyed.
I have to be certain that I am the only person next to the two warring nations of U.S and U.S.S.R knows about the Cold War that is going on between the both of them. The task at hand I'm afraid is going to implicate me in the future whether I like it or not. And it's consequences are far more reaching that I believe I would expect. It is something I cannot fully brace myself for.
Perhaps it is in the nature of the situation that it would work itself out. But as it applies to all simliar situation of it's own kind, it will never have a happy ending. It never does. The victim can never accept the outcome of the code of conduct of the perpetrator.
Nonetheless I can only play the wait and see game, no matter how much I would love the intervene. Goodness, I'm drained out even trying to work out what I can do. It's a sickening feeling.
Still in the end. All idiots.
But I still love you anyway.
I'm pretty much sick. But recovering.
I guess the reason why Singaporeans, if at all, aren't that much interested in politics, is because the political climate here is pretty much stable. Not withstanding the fact that our people are pretty much too hard and dee into their own work, that they rather spend their time with their family or loved ones alone. Unlike in Thailand or Indonesia where the political weather there are now undergoing drastic storms and high seas.
Of course, if anyone, is going to be interested in politics, I personally think is when the attention is needed to focus on politics themselves. To begin with, the P game's a little tough and complicated to follow.
I tried everything I could.
Nothing would.
Something should.
But you would never understand how it feels.
I really can't help but rant, because it's really really on my nerves. Seriously, what's the point of getting me something that has got a fault on one of it's central parts? But it's not your fault that you don't know because it's an internal problem.
But why the FUCK make me wait for so FUCKING LONG, when I already have what I want in mind? NO, FUCKING SERIOUSLY!! All I ever wanted was something that wasn't as good as this machine in term of power. Because it is honestly INFERIOR. But, here's the biggest catch, IT HAS NO FUCKING PROBLEMS.
For some unknown reasons, seeing you, raise my spirits. It's even better than concoctions of serotonin and endorphines. It just feels so natural to be with you.
I believe strongly, that even though we get upset with each other once in a while, we will be together for a long long time. Exactly how long, I don't know. But know this, I have faith in us.
Hoo, I hate Photoshop Elements, I love Photoshop CS3, the full version. It's so much more familiar. I think when I have the time, I want to explore around with PS CS3 more often now. I shall install it on my laptop.
For the rarest of occasions, and probably the first time that someone who knows me, but would be surprised that I didn't tell her. I want more clothes because my wardrobe is pathetic. But problem is, I have so little exposure, I don't know where's a good place to find something that I might like. I hate things that are loud, because it isn't me. Some might find it contradictory. But for my closest friends, they would know that my sarcasm aren't out for blood, they would know how quiet I can get, they would know just the sort of person I am.
Maybe it's time I get out of my comfort zone, no?
Bridge Over Troubled Waters.
It's high and low points of the roller-coaster ride named life, that crashes people down to their knees. The unsurmountable weights that drag even the happiest person down. All it takes is just a fall.It makes me wonder what I've been doing thus far. Whether I've forsaken her for too long. I guess I have. I'm pondering why and how I came to forsake her.
Seeing her like that makes my heart ache. I truly do not want to see her like that again. I can only try as much as possible that's within my capability to not have something like this happen again.
An emperor might not cower in fear and run with his tail between his legs in the advent of a invasion he cannot repel. But, he can turn his back against the world because of a woman. He can fail his country, because of the lost of her.
My mother is truly a remarkable woman. One who is in her own league. I would have never thought that she would possess that calibre of foresight. It is of a magnitude that I cannot mirror. She had seen so far ahead, and put steps to ready those under her care to adapt to the probable circumstances should a crisis arise. Truly remarkable in her own way.
But she is vicious as well. Probably by far the most vicious person I've seen. I have had no idea that she would plot that as well.
However, I must say, that I can be blindsided by either party. I do not exactly have all the details. But, something tells me that I proceed with caution. An amount that would never surmount to too much. She has demonstrated that she is capable of foresight that would probably catch me with a level of surprise that I'm not ready for. Her mind probably works out more possibilities in the same amount of time mine can only achieve barely.
I'm not too keen on the idea of whatever she has brought up. On the other hand, I do not have a say in the situation. At least not yet. Reason being that the matter is still a little touchy for me to intervene. I do not have the entire grasp of the situation. As far as I know, I might not be the only one who knows the problem that belies our family. It is also highly possible that she has manipulated the next most capable person in our family and have had him keep 'mum' about the word that she has conveyed.
I have to be certain that I am the only person next to the two warring nations of U.S and U.S.S.R knows about the Cold War that is going on between the both of them. The task at hand I'm afraid is going to implicate me in the future whether I like it or not. And it's consequences are far more reaching that I believe I would expect. It is something I cannot fully brace myself for.
Perhaps it is in the nature of the situation that it would work itself out. But as it applies to all simliar situation of it's own kind, it will never have a happy ending. It never does. The victim can never accept the outcome of the code of conduct of the perpetrator.
Nonetheless I can only play the wait and see game, no matter how much I would love the intervene. Goodness, I'm drained out even trying to work out what I can do. It's a sickening feeling.
Still in the end. All idiots.
But I still love you anyway.