Oh Boogie
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There're certain things we all have to run away from. I'm tired of running.
Everybody says, it's gonna get better,
There is this growing pain in my lower back. Sometimes I run my finger down my spine, occasionally it feels...slanted. It doesn't run straight down. It has become factual that, after prolonged standing or sitting, stretching downwards will cause more pain to my back. Apparent it seems that my lower back feels weaker, and has lost it's curve. I can't take the pain anymore. I don't know what's wrong. Some bastard tells me it's because of compression of the spine. I refuse to believe that.
Everybody says, it's gonna get better,
Nobody knows, when the dust will settle,
Everybody thinks, they know better.
-Charlotte Sometimes, Bad Bad World.
There is this growing pain in my lower back. Sometimes I run my finger down my spine, occasionally it feels...slanted. It doesn't run straight down. It has become factual that, after prolonged standing or sitting, stretching downwards will cause more pain to my back. Apparent it seems that my lower back feels weaker, and has lost it's curve. I can't take the pain anymore. I don't know what's wrong. Some bastard tells me it's because of compression of the spine. I refuse to believe that.
How can it be that the normal, vertical compression of the human body that would revert itself with sleep, suddenly be irreversible even after 3-4 weeks? It doesn't make sense to me.
I'm not going to see a chinese doctor for me back. I don't want to. I'm taking things into my own hands now.
I don't want to pay for a specialist doctor at the full rate because I went to a private clinic. This is obviously beyond that of a general practitioner.
I've had enough of this pain in my lower back that gnaws into my life and drain away my joy.