Oh Boogie
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To be degraded to that sort of extend, you have no idea what it feels like.
As time passes, we all change. Change is inevitable. Along the way, we tend to lose sight of what we want to do. It's not something to be blamed. It's just human nature. I, myself wanted to do Physics ever since I learned the equation where F=ma.
But here I am, doing LAW at Temasek Polytechnic. Still considering if I should drop after my first year, then move on to enrol in a JC and do what I have always wanted to do. It's a huge decision, one that's not easy for me to take especially if I don't have the support of the people whom I want supporting me.
It's part and parcel of life that through it all, we pick things up along the way, whether we like it or not. Passing the vistas of life, we learn more about ourselves, about the things we like, we express genuine interest in. From there, we change the plans we have had. Drastic changes, minor tweaks, perhaps even changing the very blueprints, objectives and goals of the plans. With each change in these prospective dreams, it will garner criticism, perhaps even ridicule, to go even further, sheer disagreement.
On the other hand, this sort of abberations may also gather around support, rapport, and who knows, even applaud.
Corrections too late is better than regret for corrections never made.
Rather than hope that I can hold true to my decision. I'll make sure my decision holds true instead.
A few things have cropped back into my head recently. Especially the one on, whether or not I should have taken a science related course, or went to JC altogether. It's not the first time something like this has surfaced into my mind. It's definitely not for me to say that it'll be the last time.
Back then, I remember clearly, I can do nothing about science and still do well in it. It's not something I'm proud of, but definitely something I embrace.
Honestly, I don't understand why you have got friends who do photography, and you look for them too. But, why is it that I'm the one to have to teach you about exposure, blurring, and aperture. If you're interested, I think you would have gotten how to hold a camera when taking a picture. Not being sarcastic, but I was laughing inside when I saw you hold the camera. That's not how you hold a professional camera. It may be old, but that tool of art deserves respect nonetheless. You have a lot to learn. But truthfully, I'm not willing to teach you. I don't see why I should be the one teaching you when you have a whole lot of other people, a good number, who has better equipment supposedly.
For a moment I was afraid of being laughed at.
But reality is never so beautiful.
There is always a trade-off for the things that happen. Just like how a butterfly in Mexico will result in a Hurricane in America.
My life ever since Secondary 2, revolved around 2 very different but yet similar points of cycle. Work and school. Come Secondary 3, come Polytechnic, Year 1. A new variable came into the picture. What I failed at first, I want to change now.
With my weekends booked for work, little time is left for the sustainability of the relationship. With the only time we have for each other, being the afternoons of a Wednesday, and whatever time that comes along where tutorials are cancelled. Also the dinners we have after school. All I wanted, was a life where I could do something with her. Take up roller-blading, perhaps go running, attend a movie-marathon with her, introduce her to the world of photography. Or learn baking from her, cooking from her, cross-stitching.
One day, we should go swimming. One day, we should sign up for roller-blading. One day, when I have a decent camera, we should wander around Singapore aimlessly. One day, we should go around Singapore, hunting for food. One day, we should stay home, and try to make a few muffins together. One day, we should cross-stitch our names together.
Until our relation can mature, I think it's best we keep it from your father. Until he stops seeing you as a small girl, will we be able to take the steps for our relationship in the direction we want it to go without fear, trepidation, or repression.
Thank you for pushing us back on track.
As time passes, we all change. Change is inevitable. Along the way, we tend to lose sight of what we want to do. It's not something to be blamed. It's just human nature. I, myself wanted to do Physics ever since I learned the equation where F=ma.
But here I am, doing LAW at Temasek Polytechnic. Still considering if I should drop after my first year, then move on to enrol in a JC and do what I have always wanted to do. It's a huge decision, one that's not easy for me to take especially if I don't have the support of the people whom I want supporting me.
It's part and parcel of life that through it all, we pick things up along the way, whether we like it or not. Passing the vistas of life, we learn more about ourselves, about the things we like, we express genuine interest in. From there, we change the plans we have had. Drastic changes, minor tweaks, perhaps even changing the very blueprints, objectives and goals of the plans. With each change in these prospective dreams, it will garner criticism, perhaps even ridicule, to go even further, sheer disagreement.
On the other hand, this sort of abberations may also gather around support, rapport, and who knows, even applaud.
Corrections too late is better than regret for corrections never made.
Rather than hope that I can hold true to my decision. I'll make sure my decision holds true instead.
A few things have cropped back into my head recently. Especially the one on, whether or not I should have taken a science related course, or went to JC altogether. It's not the first time something like this has surfaced into my mind. It's definitely not for me to say that it'll be the last time.
Back then, I remember clearly, I can do nothing about science and still do well in it. It's not something I'm proud of, but definitely something I embrace.
Honestly, I don't understand why you have got friends who do photography, and you look for them too. But, why is it that I'm the one to have to teach you about exposure, blurring, and aperture. If you're interested, I think you would have gotten how to hold a camera when taking a picture. Not being sarcastic, but I was laughing inside when I saw you hold the camera. That's not how you hold a professional camera. It may be old, but that tool of art deserves respect nonetheless. You have a lot to learn. But truthfully, I'm not willing to teach you. I don't see why I should be the one teaching you when you have a whole lot of other people, a good number, who has better equipment supposedly.
For a moment I was afraid of being laughed at.
Luck or curse?
People used to tell me that I'm lucky, because I have a job at my Uncle's place.But reality is never so beautiful.
There is always a trade-off for the things that happen. Just like how a butterfly in Mexico will result in a Hurricane in America.
My life ever since Secondary 2, revolved around 2 very different but yet similar points of cycle. Work and school. Come Secondary 3, come Polytechnic, Year 1. A new variable came into the picture. What I failed at first, I want to change now.
With my weekends booked for work, little time is left for the sustainability of the relationship. With the only time we have for each other, being the afternoons of a Wednesday, and whatever time that comes along where tutorials are cancelled. Also the dinners we have after school. All I wanted, was a life where I could do something with her. Take up roller-blading, perhaps go running, attend a movie-marathon with her, introduce her to the world of photography. Or learn baking from her, cooking from her, cross-stitching.
One day, we should go swimming. One day, we should sign up for roller-blading. One day, when I have a decent camera, we should wander around Singapore aimlessly. One day, we should go around Singapore, hunting for food. One day, we should stay home, and try to make a few muffins together. One day, we should cross-stitch our names together.
Until our relation can mature, I think it's best we keep it from your father. Until he stops seeing you as a small girl, will we be able to take the steps for our relationship in the direction we want it to go without fear, trepidation, or repression.
Thank you for pushing us back on track.