Oh Boogie
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Seriously, I am sick and tired of the both of you. It's not like I didn't give you any advice. You had choices. But what did you pick? Really, do you think that that is the best for our family? We would not have a choice of under who's custody we would want. But you know I'd prefer to be under who's custody anyway. That was the past. As of right now, I'd rather be independent. Honestly, the both of you are fucked up. You're just as fucked up as he is. Do you know just how tiring it is for me having to pretend that I don't know? You could have made your own life less miserable, by being able to come to a closure. But no, you want to cling on to it, and pretend that your marriage is not on the rocks. Be realistic damn it. Your marriage is on the rocks. And there's nothing damn well that anyone except for him, can do anything about it. He is the cause, and he is the solution. Make him, or break him. You try to make him. And it's longer than enough already that it's obvious that things are not working out. Just when will it get to you? Honestly, if you want things to be so difficult on all knowing parties except for that bitch. so be it. I wish you didn't have to tell me. I wish I didn't put forth the underlying circumstances to know. I wish that I wasn't the son you both trust the most. I wish that I wasn't that filial to the both of you. Because it comes with a fucking price I can't afford. And with all due respect, if you both can't come to an amicable conclusion, I will make the both of you come to a amicable conclusion, whether either of you like or not. I really can't give a fuck as to why he has to commit adultery, and you having to cling on to him for no fucking reason. Because it's fucking obvious, he wasn't blackmailed anymore. He's tempted by money and sex. It's kind of fucking obvious. Even a secondary school kid who's mature enough will know that. Open your damned eyes and look. I am seriously sick and tired of this bloody charade where no one except for the both of them are benefitting. Are you seriously that fucking dumb?
Hey asshole, you really think that you can keep this up don't you? You seriously think, that the world won't turn around, and give you a tight slap across your face that will hit home so hard, you won't be able to know the errors of your ways, don't you? I can't stand you. You are not a nuisance. You are a fucking threat to our family. Don't you know just how simply fucked up you are? I sincerely and genuinely hope, that the both of you, get caught in a car accident so bad, you will both have to be identified via DNA, and not VISUAL comfirmation. Do you understand the severity of your external commitment? I cannot fathom that you, of all people in this huge world, would commit such adultery. Fuck you, and your ideals, and you fucking woman. People like you, ought to be irradicated from the face of the Earth, all of you. Removed, not even a fucking trace. Your cult of personality shall be erased from the world. No one would know people like you existed. People like you should fucking die. Seriously. I don't think a car accident would suffice. Let me torture people like you, I will fucking enjoy it. Really, want to try my methods? I guarantee that you will stay awake throughout every single second, and register every ounce of pain and horror. I will guarantee this, I swear it. If you faint from it, I will ensure that you wake up from your lousy syncope and experience another round of terror. I will make good damn sure of this. And at the end of it, you will not be able to beg for death. I will make sure you ask for it, go for it, and subsequently see Death as an art and gift, not as a part of a journey you would fear so much.
I guess you don't know, just before I left, how I felt. To me, it felt like exactly the two nights. Painful, insane, and just unbearable. I wonder if you know just how important you are to me. Even though I feel it's 2 months extended, and if it is really 2 months, I want to treasure every moment I have with you. Even if it's 5 years, or whatever time frame, I still want to treasure every moment I have with you.
Within the minute. Phew. WhEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I've been abandoned for 1 night!! Just what I didn't want to happen. Oh well. Make the best out of things.
Just came back from the Walkman W series launch!! Wasn't exactly really mindblowing. But hey, it was fun while it lasted. The buffet was great!! And the acoustic rendition of Lady GaGa's Poker Face, sweeeeeeeeet. And Claire looked a lot like Janice. The 3 of us really can't help but draw that link. But Claire's a lot hotter than Janice. =X (I think I'm going to get whacked by a particular someone when she gets back in the morning later.)
Attention of the day? I guess it's when I came out from the shower, looking at 2 common Mynah's in my living room, have shit in some places, zipping across the hall, slamming into a few things here and there before I can let them out. Thank goodness they stayed away from my room.
I had no idea Li Rong has that kinda of history with someone from work. Or rather, I never knew so much happened. Hmmmm, makes me wonder.
Waiting patiently for you to come home safely.
I guess it seems fine that you can take my chair from my room, and just pass it over to your brother without thought that I would want to use that chair when I get home. I guess that's perfectly fine. It's perfectly okay for you to do that. Perfectly okay. Really, it's perfectly okay. ugh, it is unthinkable for you to say that I think it's okay too, without consulting me. Even when you know, that I say it's okay, just so that I would give you face. Really, even your damn talkative sister-in-law knows that it's NOT okay. Really, do you have to be so accomodating all the time all the time?
I lose myself in all these fights,
I lose my sense of wrong and right,
I cry, I cry.
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head,
I just wanna crawl into my bed,
I want to throw away the life I led,
But I won't let it die.
-It's Not Over, Secondhand Serenade.
I am horribly upset with myself right now. And to make myself feel better, I guess it's best that I pen some particular things down somewhere else from now on.
Do you know, that having the most important person in your life in your embrace is the greatest feeling on Earth? =)
Hey asshole, you really think that you can keep this up don't you? You seriously think, that the world won't turn around, and give you a tight slap across your face that will hit home so hard, you won't be able to know the errors of your ways, don't you? I can't stand you. You are not a nuisance. You are a fucking threat to our family. Don't you know just how simply fucked up you are? I sincerely and genuinely hope, that the both of you, get caught in a car accident so bad, you will both have to be identified via DNA, and not VISUAL comfirmation. Do you understand the severity of your external commitment? I cannot fathom that you, of all people in this huge world, would commit such adultery. Fuck you, and your ideals, and you fucking woman. People like you, ought to be irradicated from the face of the Earth, all of you. Removed, not even a fucking trace. Your cult of personality shall be erased from the world. No one would know people like you existed. People like you should fucking die. Seriously. I don't think a car accident would suffice. Let me torture people like you, I will fucking enjoy it. Really, want to try my methods? I guarantee that you will stay awake throughout every single second, and register every ounce of pain and horror. I will guarantee this, I swear it. If you faint from it, I will ensure that you wake up from your lousy syncope and experience another round of terror. I will make good damn sure of this. And at the end of it, you will not be able to beg for death. I will make sure you ask for it, go for it, and subsequently see Death as an art and gift, not as a part of a journey you would fear so much.
I guess you don't know, just before I left, how I felt. To me, it felt like exactly the two nights. Painful, insane, and just unbearable. I wonder if you know just how important you are to me. Even though I feel it's 2 months extended, and if it is really 2 months, I want to treasure every moment I have with you. Even if it's 5 years, or whatever time frame, I still want to treasure every moment I have with you.
Within the minute. Phew. WhEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I've been abandoned for 1 night!! Just what I didn't want to happen. Oh well. Make the best out of things.
Just came back from the Walkman W series launch!! Wasn't exactly really mindblowing. But hey, it was fun while it lasted. The buffet was great!! And the acoustic rendition of Lady GaGa's Poker Face, sweeeeeeeeet. And Claire looked a lot like Janice. The 3 of us really can't help but draw that link. But Claire's a lot hotter than Janice. =X (I think I'm going to get whacked by a particular someone when she gets back in the morning later.)
Attention of the day? I guess it's when I came out from the shower, looking at 2 common Mynah's in my living room, have shit in some places, zipping across the hall, slamming into a few things here and there before I can let them out. Thank goodness they stayed away from my room.
I had no idea Li Rong has that kinda of history with someone from work. Or rather, I never knew so much happened. Hmmmm, makes me wonder.
Waiting patiently for you to come home safely.
I guess it seems fine that you can take my chair from my room, and just pass it over to your brother without thought that I would want to use that chair when I get home. I guess that's perfectly fine. It's perfectly okay for you to do that. Perfectly okay. Really, it's perfectly okay. ugh, it is unthinkable for you to say that I think it's okay too, without consulting me. Even when you know, that I say it's okay, just so that I would give you face. Really, even your damn talkative sister-in-law knows that it's NOT okay. Really, do you have to be so accomodating all the time all the time?
I lose myself in all these fights,
I lose my sense of wrong and right,
I cry, I cry.
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head,
I just wanna crawl into my bed,
I want to throw away the life I led,
But I won't let it die.
-It's Not Over, Secondhand Serenade.
I am horribly upset with myself right now. And to make myself feel better, I guess it's best that I pen some particular things down somewhere else from now on.
Do you know, that having the most important person in your life in your embrace is the greatest feeling on Earth? =)