Oh Boogie
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Probably no one knows. But it's hard to juggle these things. It's not easy for me to do this. I've got multiple commitments, and all these are going to lower my credibility only. Not only as a boyfriend, but as well as a gamer, a son, a good friend, and a nephew.
I feel like my life has been ripped out of my hands. I picture my past, me sitting in front of the computer, fragging away in Call of Duty 4, and fragging well at it as well. However today, I'm pathetically typing this out, soon after I've finished a not-so-well-played RA3 game with Syed and Leonard.
If I had a choice, I wouldn't have put Business Management as the top choice for my JAE. If not for my Uncle, who'd given me so much over the course of the past 4 years. I would have not put it in. Somehow I have the gut feeling that my posting has already solidified, and it's Business Management. There are things that I want to do, Biomedical, Law & Management, particularly, Astrophysics, Quantam Physics, and History. I have been subtlely put in a position where if I do not even try for Business Management, I will be disappointing my Uncle.
My schedule isn't forgiving. I have to take the day off this coming Monday, and I don't want to. I don't have a choice. There're doings that are outside my control that I have to contend with. I don't like this either way, but I have to deal with it. As a matter of fact, I have only 2 work days next week effectively, and this is NOT looking good on my credibility. Still, it isn't something that's within my power to change.
I like games. Especially computer games. I can spend hours on end playing one. Today, I can't do the same. Simply because I've got another commitment.
I really really really feel like killing the switch. But I can't, because I asked for it. Therefore, I'm going to have to endure it whether I like it or not.
PS: As for that asshole who doesn't know how to prioritize his schedule. Thanks for telling me that you were away for an event that was by your Uncle, but ended up to be playing soccer. I don't care if it's a match or anything. But thanks for showing me that despite all that we've been through, you'd rather care about your credibility on others instead of someone whom from what I recall, depended on quite a bit. I don't recall them getting you a job for a roadshow. I don't recall you saying anything about them visiting someone in the hospital. I can't recall people actually walking up to your fucking doorstep to pass you worksheets from the day that you have a medical leave from school, apart from that girl whom I've started to think that you still take for granted. Thanks a whole fucking bunch asshole.
I feel like my life has been ripped out of my hands. I picture my past, me sitting in front of the computer, fragging away in Call of Duty 4, and fragging well at it as well. However today, I'm pathetically typing this out, soon after I've finished a not-so-well-played RA3 game with Syed and Leonard.
If I had a choice, I wouldn't have put Business Management as the top choice for my JAE. If not for my Uncle, who'd given me so much over the course of the past 4 years. I would have not put it in. Somehow I have the gut feeling that my posting has already solidified, and it's Business Management. There are things that I want to do, Biomedical, Law & Management, particularly, Astrophysics, Quantam Physics, and History. I have been subtlely put in a position where if I do not even try for Business Management, I will be disappointing my Uncle.
My schedule isn't forgiving. I have to take the day off this coming Monday, and I don't want to. I don't have a choice. There're doings that are outside my control that I have to contend with. I don't like this either way, but I have to deal with it. As a matter of fact, I have only 2 work days next week effectively, and this is NOT looking good on my credibility. Still, it isn't something that's within my power to change.
I like games. Especially computer games. I can spend hours on end playing one. Today, I can't do the same. Simply because I've got another commitment.
I really really really feel like killing the switch. But I can't, because I asked for it. Therefore, I'm going to have to endure it whether I like it or not.
PS: As for that asshole who doesn't know how to prioritize his schedule. Thanks for telling me that you were away for an event that was by your Uncle, but ended up to be playing soccer. I don't care if it's a match or anything. But thanks for showing me that despite all that we've been through, you'd rather care about your credibility on others instead of someone whom from what I recall, depended on quite a bit. I don't recall them getting you a job for a roadshow. I don't recall you saying anything about them visiting someone in the hospital. I can't recall people actually walking up to your fucking doorstep to pass you worksheets from the day that you have a medical leave from school, apart from that girl whom I've started to think that you still take for granted. Thanks a whole fucking bunch asshole.